I’ve written at least a thousand poems over the years. Some of them might be good, but I’ll mostly leave that up to others to decide.
I often scribble things in notebooks and then leave them behind, so a lot of my work is never transcribed for the world to see or ar lost to time. I had reams of poetry on Facebook Notes, where they were unceremoniously deleted without my consent. Oh well. I should have kept better backup copies, but I’ve always sucked at that. Again, I’m very disorganized and that I had anything online at all is somewhat of a victory? At least people saw them. Anyways, I’m slowly giving all that I still have access to a home here, but it could take me a very long time. Forgive me.
Here’s a list of my poetry, listed by the date I published it, which is often the day that I wrote it, but occasionally differs.
1997:
04-11-97 DEAR FRIEND
1999:
04-28-99 RECIDIVOUS
09-17-99 KISSING THE GODDESS
10-01-99 GAYDAR
2000:
01-03-00 THE BOY FADES OUT
01-08-00 CURSED
01-09-00 BRIAN WAS HERE (2026 Edit)
02-03-00 A THORN FOR CORONATION
05-06-00 OUT IN THE OPEN
2001:
12-31-01 IAN IS DEAD
2002:
08-28-02 IN THE DEEP END
2006:
06-16-06 A LIGHT AMONG MONSTERS
2008:
07-25-08 MYSTERY OF PRESTON
2011:
05-11-11 THE PROMISE OF LOVE
05-31-11 MAY 31, 2011
07-04-11 JULY 4, 2011
07-21-11 WEEKEND / WEAKENED
08-14-11 ART IS A MIRROR
08-26-11 WISHING
09-08-11 CONFLUENCE
09-13-11 RETURN
09-20-11 I WANT TO FUCK YOU
09-20-11 MOMENTOUS MOMENTS
09-21-11 UNDER CONSTRUCTION
09-24-11 THE WRITING
10-10-11 SHADOWS AND A VISION
10-12-11 SUDDEN STRANGERS
10-16-11 TWO DAYS WILL BE TEN
10-20-11 CIGARETTES FOR DAVID
10-25-11 FOUR DAYS ENCHANTED
10-27-11 HATRED ESCAPE
10-27-11 THE OPPOSITE OF LOVE
11-05-11 THE COWBOY AND THE PRIEST
2012:
10-03-12 NIGHT OF TEARS
10-04-12 IGNORANT CHILD
10-04-12 SMOKING. IN KITCHEN.
10-05-12 RELIGIOUS IRONY
10-15-12 WOULD BE ASSASSINS
12-24-12 TO DREAM OF KEYS
2013:
01-04-13 A CRUCIFIX (OF POPSICLE-STICKS)
03-01-13 ZOMBIE
03-05-13 LIFE AND SURVIVAL
03-05-13 THE JUNGLE OF TRUTH
03-09-13 TORTURE
03-10-13 LOVE LESSONS
04-13-13 FALLING TO PIECES
06-19-13 UNBECOMING
09-23-13 THE PRISON OF SHAME
10-04-13 ANNIVERSARY
10-16-13 PANIC
10-28-13 B.I.O. OF A NAMELESS LOVER
2014:
01-21-14 DOOMED
02-20-14 SNOWMEN
02-28-14 WOOD AND THUNDER
04-30-14 RELINQUISHMENT
06-19-14 I HEAR YOU
08-12-14 40
09-18-14 FREE
10-05-14 THE ORANGE OF OCTOBER
10-05-14 INDIGO IS BLUE
10-18-14 THREE IN THE CORNER
10-20-14 3 YEARS
11-29-14 NOT ONLY LONELY
12-15-14 DISCONNECTED
2015:
01-08-15 NORTHBOUND (NSFW)
02-13-15 4 VALENTINES: FLOWER FOR AARON
03-29-15 WALKING AWAY
05-19-15 THE KISS
06-04-15 MYSTERY OF TINA
07-09-15 OUR CONVERSATION
07-17-15 FOR A FEW HOURS
11-05-15 FRAGMENTS OF MAGIC
2016:
06-22-16 CAPTURED
08-04-16 FOREVER VOYEUR
08-04-16 LOST
12-24-16 THE CHRISTMAS WISH
2017:
02-27-17 SHOWERED
03-16-17 THE VIEW UPSTAIRS
04-11-17 OUR ASSHOLES ARE NOT DIFFERENT*
05-09-17 IN THE WINDOW TO THE SOUL
05-25-17 THE ALL SEEING I
06-14-17 BLURRED LINES
06-21-17 SCRUFFY
06-21-17 THE LION SINGS OPERA
06-26-17 THE BEAUTIFUL ONE
06-26-17 PETER PAN SYNDROME
06-27-17 LOSING MY MIND
06-28-17 FIVE YEARS
06-28-17 VERSIFICATION
06-28-17 FORCED OPEN RELATIONSHIP
06-28-17 BEDTIME STORY
06-29-17 BREATHE THROUGH IT
06-29-17 QUESTIONS
06-30-17 THE ENEMY OF LOVE
06-30-17 INNOCENCE LOST
07-02-17 FASHION VICTIM
07-09-17 EPILOGUE
07-09-17 LESSONS
07-09-17 AT A GLANCE
07-09-17 PARTY OF THREE
07-09-17 AARON SQUARED
07-11-17 PROSTRATED
07-20-17 INFINITESIMAL
07-20-17 DELUSIONS OF INNOCENCE
07-21-17 START OF DARKNESS
07-24-17 RUNNER WITHOUT A CAUSE
07-25-17 THE HUNGRY HOOKER
07-25-17 FORMATIVE WORDS
07-25-17 BATTLE SCARRED
07-26-17 PLAYING THE GAME
07-26-17 BEDTIME
07-26-17 JULY OF DECEMBER
07-26-17 WEEKEND FRIENDS
07-26-17 SEXY TRAITOR
07-26-17 A CUCKOLD REMEMBERS
07-27-17 A KISS ON THE WINDOW
07-27-17 “ALL I USE”
07-27-17 ME & BILL & BEN & STEVE
07-27-17 LIKE CATS & DOGS
07-28-17 THE IMPOSSIBLE
07-28-17 CATHERINE WHEEL
07-28-17 SMILED ARRIVAL
07-30-17 FLUID REGRESSION
07-30-17 BROTHER / SISTER / MR.
07-31-17 TIME BOMB
07-31-17 TRAIN ROBBERY
07-31-17 THIS IS SHE
07-31-17 PLAYER
07-31-17 THE AARONS
07-31-17 JAM
07-31-17 EXPLOSIVE ATTRACTION
07-31-17 SEVENTH DROWNING
08-03-17 JENNIFER’S BIRTHDAY
08-03-17 BUSY
08-04-17 OTHERS REQUIRED
08-04-17 BEMUSEMENT
08-05-17 SABBATICAL
08-05-17 BLACK LAKE
08-06-17 THE CONSCIENTIOUS BETRAYER
08-06-17 ODE TO OPERATOR
08-09-17 DINOSAUR
08-09-17 I SAW SPARKS
08-09-17 KEEP OUT
08-10-17 THE COURAGE THAT YOU GAVE ME
08-10-17 FIRE BIRTHDAY
08-10-17 POST TRAUMATIC FLASH
08-10-17 FOUND
08-15-17 I KNOW WHY…
08-17-17 SIRENS
08-19-17 THE NIGHT I MET SUPERMAN
08-21-17 EFFORTLESS
08-22-17 UNKISSABLE
08-23-17 NEW TESTAMENT
08-23-17 TARGET ALIGHTED
08-24-17 CODA
08-29-17 DICHOTOMY OF NEED
09-02-17 L.J.
09-02-17 DESTRUCTION OF SAME
09-12-17 DEVASTATION
09-12-17 JASON WRITE
09-18-17 INCOGNIZANT ADMIRER
09-20-17 THE PARTY THAT WASN’T
09-27-17 DRUNKEN SCRIBBLES AFTER MIDNIGHT
09-30-17 NIGHTMARE CONFECTIONS
10-01-17 DELIRANTE (HE’S GONE)
10-23-17 ROMEO TROYE: THE COMPANY OF TRAINS
10-24-17 WHAT DID I MISS?
10-24-17 FREEDOM 2000
10-24-17 SSSSSHHHHHhhhhh…..
10-25-17 FRAGMENTS OF RYAN: SAVANNAH INTERRUPTED
10-26-17 KNOWING WADSWORTH
10-28-17 SMILING DANDELIONS
10-29-17 PRAYER OF THE POST TRAUMATIC
10-31-17 TRINITY
11-02-17 NOVEMBER SUBWAY RANDOMNESS
11-04-17 WATCHING THE GAME
11-04-17 MEANING < MORE
11-04-17 SLEEPLESS MUSINGS
11-05-17 DREAM LOVER
11-07-17 THE BOY WHO DISAPPEARED
11-07-17 AGGRESSIVE REGRESSION
11-08-17 THIS DIABOLICAL DRAMA
11-21-17 EVERYONE IS WAITING
11-21-17 SIMON’S TRUTH
11-28-17 UNANSWERED HORROR
11-28-17 ACCOUNTABLE
11-28-17 PROFILE
12-03-17 TIGERS & BEARS
12-03-17 MOTHER HYDRA
12-03-17 STAINED GLASS FOREST
12-05-17 VISIONS OF LOSS
12-15-17 SALVATION ENDETH AFTER NOTHING
12-30-17 ALL OUR TOMORROWS
2018:
01-10-18 THESE QUESTIONS
01-10-18 PLEASE FUCK ME OVER
01-10-18 SEE YOU NEXT TUESDAY
01-14-18 RNSRK
01-16-18 DREAMS OF MY FATHERS
01-17-18 CYPHER
01-17-18 MY REVERENCE
01-18-18 BLOOD IS TWICE THE LIFE
01-18-18 COMPANIONS
01-30-18 MULTIFACETED
01-31-18 OKIE
02-13-18 UNPREPARED
02-13-18 ANGELS
02-13-18 HIS MONSTERS
02-13-18 GAME NIGHT
02-13-18 DIVERSITY
02-13-18 BILL & BEN (IT’S THEM AGAIN)
02-27-18 THE SAME DEEP WATER
02-27-18 THE BALCONY SCENE
02-27-18 GINGER ROOT TEA
03-06-18 QUEER STREET
03-06-18 DRUGS ARE QUICK
03-06-18 DARK CONGRESS LOVER
03-10-18 OVER WRIGHT
03-19-18 STATE OF INDEPENDENCE PART IV
03-22-18 SEAN’S JUNK
03-22-18 AD HOC
04-05-18 THE TRUTH THAT WE CRAVED
04-05-18 DISASTER BE THY NAME
04-09-18 FAWN
04-09-18 A TEMPTED ISLE OF VIEW
04-10-18 DISCONNECT
04-10-18 QUIRKY PERVERSIONS
04-11-18 ACCESS DERIDE
04-11-18 GENTLEMAN CALLERS
04-12-18 IN THE SHADOW
04-12-18 THE POLE VAULT
04-12-18 TRANSFORMATIVE MOMENTS
04-15-18 48 RANDOM
04-19-18 CETACEAN SADNESS
04-19-18 THE WHALE TRILOGY
04-30-18 MARY POPPERS
04-30-18 OUR TIME IN THE DESERT
05-20-18 REFLECTION
05-26-18 STARVED
05-30-18 INVISIBLE MEN
05-30-18 EVERYBODY WANTS
05-30-18 HOLLOW PROMISES
05-31-18 MAKING TIME
06-07-18 TRAVESTY
06-09-18 PERSECUTED
06-13-18 THREE IMAGINARY MEN
06-21-18 INDICATION
06-25-18 THE STRAIN
06-26-18 TOXIC FIGURES
06-26-18 CLOCKSUCKER
06-26-18 JASON DISASSEMBLED
07-02-18 EXIGENT
07-02-18 CLEANSING SILENCE
07-02-18 SILENT WITNESS
07-02-18 AMERICAN IDIOT
07-02-18 TWO TWENTY SEVEN
07-04-18 FOR THE DISTURBED
07-05-18 SKIN DOCTOR
07-15-18 DISHONESTY
07-15-18 THE WICKED SAMARITAN
07-20-18 DISTANCE BETWEEN US
07-20-18 EFFECTUAL VULNERABILITY
07-21-18 START OF DARKNESS
07-24-18 SAFETY IN NUMBERS
07-24-18 DAY OF THE DREAM
07-29-18 THE JASONS
07-29-18 WRITING LIKE RAZORS
07-30-18 THE DAY AFTER DREAM
07-31-18 TO THE DEVIL A SON
08-07-18 SLICE OF LIFE
08-07-18 SELF MEDICATING
08-22-18 PLAYOFF
08-22-18 EMERGENCE
08-24-18 LESS THAN THIRTY-SIX
08-26-18 UNFAITHFUL INVERSION
08-28-18 SUGAR FOR THE PILL
09-11-18 ASSORTED SEPTEMBER SCRIBBLES
09-11-18 CRUSHING FRANKLIN
09-15-18 MY EMPTY INSANITY
09-20-18 …THAT AARONS WELL
09-26-18 THE WAY HE SCREAMS
10-02-18 REDACTED (A.K.A. EXPERIMENT #001)
10-02-18 INFERNAL INFECTION
10-02-18 STANDING IN THE SMALL ROOM
10-02-18 NOT MY DOORMAT
10-06-18 THE WORDS
10-09-18 TRY AGAIN
10-09-18 WRITING ACROSS THE TRANSPARENT SKY
10-09-18 UNIVERSAL VICTIMS
10-09-18 “LOVE IS A DEMON”
11-05-18 ON THE WAY TO COFFEE
11-08-18 MUSINGS ON AVATARS OF WOMANHOOD
11-08-18 THE POETRY TABLE
11-20-18 NIGHTMARE ASYLUM
11-20-18 A FEAR IN THE STRIFE
11-20-18 DECOMPOSITION
11-21-18 THE ACID TEST
11-21-18 I THINK I HAVE SOMETHING
11-28-18 UNORTHODOX
11-28-18 TODAY’S PITHY MANTRA
11-29-18 THE UNDERLAND BATHHOUSE DE JOUR
11-29-18 “DE-CRUCIFY THE ANGEL”
11-29-18 PYRE FOR THE SOUL
11-29-18 LIFE AMONGST MEMORIES
11-29-18 TOY SOLDIERS
11-29-18 WRONG HEAD DENIED
11-29-18 SHROUDED ENLIGHTENMENT
11-29-18 THE TRANSCENDENTAL PURGATION OF CHRISTIAN DE GRÉ’S WALLET
12-11-18 COFFEE IS CRIMINAL
12-13-18 SPECTRAL SUBWAY STRANGER
12-15-18 CASUAL
2019:
01-17-19 BELATED AMUSEMENTS
01-17-19 DRAMATICALLY TRUE
01-23-19 HEROIC DUPLICITY
01-24-19 EVERYONE
01-24-19 SPLIT INFINITY
01-24-19 SCRAPS OF HUMANITY
01-24-19 A STRETCH OF DARK
02-13-19 THE DECISION
02-19-19 MANNY
02-23-19 THE MORNINGS
02-27-19 PROM QUEEN
02-27-19 CLOSED EYES OPENED
02-27-19 WHORE FRIENDING ANGEL
02-27-19 GHOSTS & DEMONS
03-01-19 THE ONE THAT STOPS HIM FROM FEELING
03-17-19 TICK TICK TOCK
03-21-19 PULP
03-21-19 WORD PLAY CATHARSIS
03-26-19 THAT MOMENT IN THE REEDS
03-31-19 FLESH & BLOOD DREAMS
04-01-19 DECADENCE
04-10-19 LIGHTNING THROUGH MY VEINS
04-13-19 BROKEN BEAUTY
04-14-19 CRY ME A RIVER
04-14-19 DANCING PAST
04-17-19 REACTIONARY
05-23-19 DEPTH BEFORE ESTRANGEMENT
07-09-19 THE YEAR AFTER DREAM
07-24-19 CONTRADISTINCTION, FEAR & NUMBERS
07-24-19 COUNTERPOINT
07-25-19 THE MYSTERY OF LUST
08-02-19 FRAGMENTS OF AN AUGUST NIGHT
08-02-19 ALLOWANCES
08-02-19 EX-CISED EX-CITEMENT
08-03-19 /JƏRK/
08-03-19 GIBBERISH
08-03-19 FOR JASON MUST NOT KNOW
08-03-19 THE LAWLESS
08-04-19 TAKING A MOMENT
08-04-19 STRUGGLE
08-09-19 FILTHY RICH
08-09-19 THE LONELY CARNIVAL
08-12-19 JUDGED
08-15-19 THE WOMAN IN SPADES
08-15-19 GOOD ENOUGH
09-12-19 RETURNING TO FLESH
09-12-19 GOSPEL
09-19-19 DOCTORED RAFFLE
09-19-19 HEARTBREAK AND SICKNESS
09-30-19 RIDE
10-01-19 WOMEN
10-02-19 ALWAYS
10-07-19 TRYING TIMES
10-07-19 JANET LYNN
10-12-19 THE MAN (BETWIXT THIRTYSOMETHINGS)
10-12-19 AARON IMPRESSION
10-14-19 INUNDATED ELEGY
10-14-19 SUBJECTIVE COMPLETION
10-15-19 AS THEY SAY
10-21-19 THE PROCESSION IS OVER
10-26-19 DANIEL’S PROCESSION
10-31-19 THE POWERS OF CHARLIE BOTTOM
10-31-19 WHEN BENJAMIN BLUSHES
11-11-19 THE KING IS DEAD
2020:
02-06-20 SURFICIAL
02-11-20 SMOKE & ABUSE
02-23-20 SEX AT SIXTEEN
05-14-20 THE TEARS OF THE LIZARD
2021:
09-04-21 FROM JULY TO SEPTEMBER
2022:
02-22-22 “LOVE WILL TEAR US APART”
08-21-22 THE BRINK
2025:
01-25-25 THE IMAGINARY THEY
02-14-25 WHEN CRIMINALS LEAD US
05-15-25 REMEMBERING
10-05-25 WE ARE NOT SAFE
11-23-25 (10 x 2³)
2026:
01-08-26 THIS IS JANUARY 8
02-27-26 FEBRUARY 27, 2026
03-21-26 THE THIRD CONVERSION
04-25-26 “AND GO INTO THE WEST”
05-07-26 SPARKING THE DRAGONS
05-20-26 FACEBOOK
06-14-26 RACHEL’S TRUTH: AMY’S LAUGHTER
07-16-26 RECENT EVENTS
07-24-26 AND NOW HE ISN’T
08-07-26 IMAGINED ATTRACTION
08-08-26 THE MASOCHIST’S DREAM
08-09-26 DIVISIONAL SHADOWS
08-09-26 IF ONLY I’D KNOWN…
08-11-26 THE MONSTER
08-18-26 IN MY EYES
08-20-26 THE SECRETS OF LUST