Walking into the cold city darkness in my not-unpleasant, whiskey warm stumble toward Claritin-D and embryonic friendship with stunning young man who unknowingly rips me in half with answers I don’t have concerning my partner’s state of mind.
The truth is there’s been almost no time to enquire in new scheduled madness… but the truth has never felt more like a lame excuse.
On the way back to gay sports bar, after kindness in complimentary never-ending hallway with the book that apparently nobody wants or needs, we again stumble into unknown territory on another subject I feel I should better grasp as it borders on both experience and uncensored friendships which have somehow (again) left me lacking coherence or apparent depth upon current recollection…
Yet I must question if these memories are accurate or merely rambled here for dramatic effect, for an audience who demands that I write but refuses to listen.
The real truth, the more appropriately honest fortune cookie wisdom crunches open beneath Poetry Table instructions for impromptu musings…
When all I’m thinking about are new people weaving in and out of my experience which dangle here in disarray to be encompassed later in organized impressions.