RECIDIVOUS

I met him that night when it couldn’t have mattered…
We had gone too far when it did –
(to be sure)…

For before we had ever spoken or thought,
we were lost to that darkness –
with never a cure.

His eyes bright with drunken
boyish wonder,

This frock coated gentleman
bathed in black light,
and filled with a sadness
that tore me asunder:

We shattered together
and splinted the night.

In the encounters that followed
we rescued each other
but we knew we would never be saved…

For there are no survivors
from the plague of desires;
not when both men are ripe to be craved.

Our dire bravery in ruinous pleasure;
this sickness that found us as brothers…
was doomed from the moment our eyes met each others’:
no cure for these lost hungry lovers.

Written by Jason Wright
April 28, 1999

For Dorian:

Who is far too delicious and urban an angel
to not inspire my mind or my dick.

Dear Friend:

The night that I met you –
you seemed so familiar…

An innocent…so vulgar,
like The Children I’ve Known.

I felt so nostalgic –
with weeping confessions,
your bloodletting questions
made me feel less alone.

The Children are gone now –
although I still breathe,

I know I can’t leave,
though my memories cry.

I think I now know how –
reflection might save me,
allow me to break free,
as long as I don’t die.

I dream of escape from –
the nightmares that haunt me,
that grim reaper taunts me,
this war without end.

On a night when the darkness –
will fall and embrace me,
and time will erase me,
I won’t have lived longer
than at least this

Dear Friend.

Written by Jason Wright
April 11, 1997

For Ian

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