BALD JASON'S GAY GOTH BOY BLOG
A Work in Progress…Welcome Back!
You were “the one”,
that’s what my friends said…
But you were a lie
and a ghost in my head…
You’re so insecure
and you struck while I slept…
You made me afraid
it was my fault I wept…
But my life is changing;
Believe me…
It’s true.
You can’t hurt me now:
I’m indifferent to you.
Written By Jason Wright
OCTOBER 27, 2011
For Michael Slaughter –
I’m caught in a trap
and I need to get out…
I need to break free
of my own sense of doubt…
I need to believe
that I can survive…
I can’t let myself
be buried alive…
I hate what has happened
to childhood me…
I hate that I listened
to Father’s dark plea…
I hate that the Michael
I knew never stayed…
I hate that my brother
has left me betrayed…
I hate that I hate this;
it just gives me grief…
I hate that my sickness
has trumped my belief…
But I love those I’ve known
and I can’t just desert them…
So I try to keep breathing
and try not to hurt them.
Written by Jason Wright
OCTOBER 27, 2011
For Jason
What it’s all about
is there on the wall…
Each letter I type
is a tear that won’t fall…
Each tear is a story;
Each word is a blessing…
Do I really see them
or am I just guessing?
The visions I see:
a man singing sweetly…
With talent that shakes you
and takes you completely…
The man is singing
his beautiful pain…
In my own quiet way
I’m doing the same…
And it heals me to see
that such pain can convict him…
Screaming through poetry;
I’m not a victim.
I write about life,
of sex and of death…
The darkness inside
is what I love the best…
For Michael
and my horrible choices…
For David
and his beautiful voices…
For people I meet at random
while watching…
The writing is back
and shows no signs of stopping.
Written by Jason Wright
September 24, 2011
For the record, the art was supposed to be view from my heart, looking down, seeing my ribcage and such. It was clearly based more on a feeling than any anatomy or science! lol