See You Next Tuesday

My ex-husband’s wife is a cunt.

She messages me
about appropriating my memories
in a collage in which she dreams
I never existed.

She finds it so fantastic
that she attended a bar in the ‘90’s
where her husband was dancing
in a cavernous Detroit Ramada Inn.

Do I have any pictures without him holding me,
she asks?

No. I don’t.
I took him there
on our first date
in December 1995.

But I do have some pictures
that she can’t erase me from…

That night he climbed into my bed
and begged me to mesh
nakedly together
as I snapped photos
and told him I would not be his excuse
to sabotage his relationship
with this woman.

Aaron says this is because I have standards.
I doubt she would see it that way.

But I will not surrender my memories
and she…
will never know.

Written by Jason Wright
January 10, 2018

Another poem originating from April 2017 scribblings on a train.

May 31, 2011:

The bald boy dancing on the pole
is amazing
but I don’t want him.

Yet I want to fuck.
Want to be swept up in something
and forget what I am.

I drink.
I’m buzzed.
And I can forget the horrible weekend.

This is something close to what that bitch felt on Friday.

I dance and I sweat and I drink and I talk to the pretty girl named Ashley
who just broke up with her boyfriend of 4.5 years.
Men are dicks.

She and her friends talk about the balls on my chin.

I pretend that I’m normal.
I pretend that I don’t feel ill.
I smile and I laugh and it feels good even though it isn’t real.

When I leave I vomit on the sidewalk.
It tastes like pop rocks thanks to Sex on the Playground.

The Breathe Me song echoes in my head
and it won’t leave me alone
and I’m grateful.

These words pour out of me.

Typing is magic.

Written by Jason Wright
May 31, 2011

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