“I’m so tired of being here…”

I didn’t do much today. I struggled with a migraine, but really I just made a series of bad choices this week that eventually overwhelmed everything else. Sometimes a bad choice is better than no choice at all, which I find comforting tonight, but I hope to make better choices in the near future.

Aaron has an endoscopy scheduled for tomorrow so I’ll be going to the hospital with him and seeing that he gets home, and that will be most of tomorrow for me. He also told me that we may be going to Florida in a few weeks. We have a home there that we rent out, which had been occupied by a family, but they skipped out without paying us and so that means a court battle and also means we need to go see how the apartment is doing. We’ve had good times there and I wasn’t sure we’d ever go again as this family had, for a time, wanted to purchase our property, but I bet they’re glad they didn’t now.

I’m oddly very tired, which is fine with me. I need to be up tomorrow anyways, so I might as well sleep tonight. I don’t have anything I need to get done. I don’t need to work on my website.

I posted on Facebook yesterday that I’m feeling really burnt out there, and that’s true. I deleted something like 100 posts there today. I don’t want to give it up as it connects me with so many people, but I don’t want to spend as much time there as I have in the past. It’s not political exactly. It’s not a reaction to this or that thing. But it’s not as much fun as it used to be and when I see all the shit that I’ve posted that doesn’t actually seem to matter, I find it a little embarrassing.